Can you see the truth?
Can you tell the difference
Between old age and youth?
Got to see beyond the fence…
There’s a spiritual fence
Dividing the real you
And your mask in my presence…
Can you see the truth?
Forget your age,
Break your mask…
But don’t just do this,
Because somebody asks…
Do this for this fake world,
To turn it happy, not cold…
If you’re selfish, do it for you…
You’ll be free; you will be true.
Classes bore all week,
Same people walk the street…
To success gotta work hard
Won’t work, cause I’m too lard…
Wake weekdays half asleep,
Slap myself n’ take a leak
Wondering if I can spend
These days alive till weekend…
I’m living my day’s half dead
Wasting my joy in a bottomless pit
But let me live till Saturday
To die with fears out of my way…
Is this how hopes die,
When even days can’t help by?
Is this how fears grow,
When self-esteem is extremely low?
Teachers still throw me knives,
My friends have no self-lives…
And girls just don’t understand
They have to wait till weekend…
Don’t expect me to speak to you
I only speak when I choose to…
Don’t expect me to be your friend
Cause there’s people I can’t stand
Don’t expect me to help anymore
If you f*** something I adore…
Sometimes I wonder why I write
Maybe because I can’t do anything right
I’m an asshole with will to change
But something stops me: I’m the same.
I like who I am, other people don’t
I like playing stupid, other people won’t
I hate my pain for what they feel,
Can’t sleep at night cause I ain’t real.
If I change myself to please them,
I won’t be able to look at the mirror.
If I just stay the way I am
I’ll live alone and bitter…
Don’t want to vanish to escape
Cause to feel, to exist,
It’s better than nothing at all…
